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		<title>on thermal comfort</title>
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				<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>I have been trying to get my mind around what to do next to get myself closer to a possible proposal defense early next year.<br />Considering the amount of work I have already done on engaging relatively small thermostatically controlled loads (TCLs) to the power grid as ancillary service providers (which is still preliminary although with some promising results), I guess the biggest question in my mind threatening the deadline of the PhD proposal was &#8220;How to extend the scope of the work to larger TCLs, or to be more specific to HVAC systems?&#8221;.<br />Trying to mess around with the HVAC system of a commercial building has some obvious challenges. To begin with: the occupants. You have to make sure that during the control period the climate conditions within the building stay as comfortable. And even from life experience, I think most of you would know that satisfying everybodys needs is a difficult task.  I guess ever since I have seen this picture in <a href="http://aldebaran.feld.cvut.cz/vyuka/environmental_engineering/lectures/L10%20Thermal%20Comfort.pdf">B.W. Olesen&#8217;s PhD thesis, </a>this is the image of occupants enjoying their work in their office&#8217;s comfortable environment in my mind. I have to admit it might have some motivational effect on PhD students working on thermal comfort. <img src='http://s0.wp.com/wp-includes/images/smilies/icon_smile.gif' alt=':)' class='wp-smiley' /> </p>
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<p>Other than the end-user comfort, HVAC systems are much more complicated than a regular electric water heater or a refrigerator where the inside environment is well seperated from the outside. For small TCLs one can think of some disturbances to their regular working cycles such as door openings/ defrost cylces for a refrigerator. However for the HVAC, these disturbances can vary from frequent setpoint adjusment to existence of natural ventilation. Fault detection and diagnosis in HVAC systems are most of the times a hassle. If you ask a building operator/manager &#8220;why did he turn off the alarm system of the <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Building_management_system">BMS</a>&#8221; he would probably start talking about his headaches due to too many false positives and also will start explaining &#8220;how things are managable by only considering occupant complaints.&#8221;<br />Right, so this is where you really want to shift research topics, or replace all the human beings with cyborgs incapable of complaining regarding the inside climate/ do not need an HVAC system at all.. etc.</p>
<p>Leaving &#8220;comfort tests under different clothing conditions&#8221; and &#8220;cyborg occupied buildings&#8221; aside and going back to the research problem in my hands and possible answers coming from some really intelligent people, I think investigating the behavior of Variable Fan Drives available in most of the HVAC systems seems a reasonable approach for frequency regulation for the grid.<br />In addition I am investigating some cool tools that can be useful while simulating a grid formed by a population of different types of loads.</p>
<p>A couple of links for the interested reader: <a href="http://www.gridlabd.org/">Gridlab-d</a>, <a href="http://plaza.ufl.edu/hehao/papers/ACC13_building.pdf">Paper1</a>, <a href="http://ieeexplore.ieee.org/xpls/abs_all.jsp?arnumber=5611184">Paper2 </a></p>
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		<title>uçak notları/ scribbles in a plane</title>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 06 Nov 2012 02:39:30 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[1: Uzanıp her yeni günü tuttuğumda.. Ellerimden kayıyor zaman… Ve sana mahkum kalıyor saatlerim… Kelimelerimin yolu aklımdan geçmiyor… Yoruluyor kalbim.. Uyurken titreyen ellerin.. Değişen nefesin.. Korkutuyor beni.. Samandan bir korkuluk [...]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=eckara.com&#038;blog=19197722&#038;post=286&#038;subd=eckara&#038;ref=&#038;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
				<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><strong><span style="text-decoration:underline;">1:</span></strong></p>
<p><em>Uzanıp her yeni günü tuttuğumda..</em></p>
<p><em>Ellerimden kayıyor zaman…</em></p>
<p><em>Ve sana mahkum kalıyor saatlerim…</em></p>
<p><em>Kelimelerimin yolu aklımdan geçmiyor…</em></p>
<p><em>Yoruluyor kalbim..</em></p>
<p><em>Uyurken titreyen ellerin..</em></p>
<p><em>Değişen nefesin..</em></p>
<p><em>Korkutuyor beni..</em></p>
<p><em>Samandan bir korkuluk gibi kalıyorum olduğum yerde…</em></p>
<p><em>Aşkın karanlığına karşı&#8230;</em></p>
<p><em>Boğazıma kadar aşkın içinde…</em></p>
<p><em>…</em></p>
<p><em>Gündüzün peşi sıra gelen saatlerden..</em></p>
<p><em>Yeniliğin bitmesinden…</em></p>
<p><em>Sarkaca dönüsebilen günlerin tek düzeliğinden…</em></p>
<p><em>Hayatın ta kendisinden..</em></p>
<p><em>Gençliğimden..</em></p>
<p><em>Değişen duygularımdan…</em></p>
<p><em>Kırdığım kalplerden&#8230;</em></p>
<p><em>Sensizlikten…</em></p>
<p><em>Korkuyorum&#8230;</em></p>
<p><strong><span style="text-decoration:underline;">English version:</span></strong></p>
<p><i>every time I reach and hold a new day</i></p>
<p><i>the time slips through my hands..</i></p>
<p><i>time is a stone-cold convict,</i></p>
<p><i>sentenced to you..</i></p>
<p><i>the pathway to my words; </i><i>dismal..</i></p>
<p><i>my heart; </i><i>bushed..</i></p>
<p><i>and you; </i><i>asleep.. </i><i>subtle.. </i></p>
<p><i>your hands quiver..</i></p>
<p><i>your whiff turns into a deep sigh..</i></p>
<p><i>and I&#8217;m petrified..</i></p>
<p><i>steady and obstinate as a scarecrow..</i></p>
<p><i>against the shade of love..</i></p>
<p><i>and in love…</i></p>
<p><i>…</i></p>
<p><i>I&#8217;m petrified of the hours that chases the dawn..</i></p>
<p><i>of a dormant routine,</i></p>
<p><i>of prosaic days,</i></p>
<p><i>of my youth,</i></p>
<p><i>of my unstable feelings,</i></p>
<p><i>of all the hearts I have broken unwillingly,</i></p>
<p><i>and of loosing you…</i></p>
<p><i>I&#8217;m petrified&#8230;</i></p>
<p><span style="text-decoration:underline;"><strong>2:</strong></span></p>
<p>Her sabah gökyüzünün farklı bir ezgisine uyanıp,</p>
<p>Hızlıca güne karışmak istiyorsan…</p>
<p>Ya da yanında derinleşen nefese kaptırıyorsan kendini..</p>
<p>Bir kadında sabah uykusunun tadını bulduysan…</p>
<p>Zamanının kıymetiyle yerli yersiz yere düşüp…</p>
<p>Aynı hızla yerinden kalkabiliyorsan&#8230;</p>
<p>Akdeniz bile onun gibi kokuyorsa sana şimdi…</p>
<p>Vücüdun ve ruhun yersiz çarpışıyorsa…</p>
<p>Dünü ve yarını bir kenara bırakabiliyorsan yanında…</p>
<p>Hayat birlikte izlenilen bir manzaraysa onunla…</p>
<p>Sessizlikler paylaşılıp,</p>
<p>Nedensiz bir gülümsemeyle bitiyorsa…</p>
<p>Her yolculukla onun adı kafiyeleniyorsa..</p>
<p>Her yeni günle gelen gün batımının korkusu dağılıyorsa paylaşılan akşamlarda..</p>
<p>…</p>
<p>Tek duzeliğin penceresinden çıkıp giden hayatına son defa bak…</p>
<p>Bundan sonra hayat daha güzel olacak..</p>
<p><span style="text-decoration:underline;"><strong>English version:</strong></span></p>
<p><i>waking up to a different melody from the sky,</i></p>
<p><i>if every day hastily invites you to get lost in it…</i></p>
<p><i>&#8230;</i></p>
<p><i>If you uneasily get caught on a deep sigh of a woman..</i></p>
<p><i>or barely discovered the shared ecstasy of morning sleeps..</i></p>
<p><i>if the fear of the dusk after each dawn dissolves into shared evenings..</i></p>
<p><i>&#8230;</i></p>
<p><i>if you can fall down unbefitting with the value of time..</i></p>
<p><i>and get back up briskly, in no time..</i></p>
<p><i>&#8230;</i></p>
<p><i>If the Mediterranean smells to you of her</i></p>
<p><i>and, your body battles with a constant fervor..</i></p>
<p><i>If yesterday and tomorrow sets a sail</i></p>
<p><i>and, life turns into a view, enjoyed par deux..</i></p>
<p><i>if the silence can be shared till a laughter</i></p>
<p><i>and her name rhymes with each adventure..</i></p>
<p><i>&#8230;</i></p>
<p><i>Take a last look at your past life.. </i></p>
<p><i>Like a bird just got loose from the chain of prosiness..</i></p>
<p><i>Future will be blithe…</i></p>
<p>23:57</p>
<p>Şikago-Tokyo Uçağı / Chicago-Tokyo</p>
<p>Kasım 5 / November 5</p>
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		<title>Bir Dost.</title>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 04 Sep 2012 03:56:57 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[Onunla dakikalar sonsuz.. Saatler ucari… Bir dostum vardi… Gecirdigimiz zamanin paydasiydi, ortak hayallerimiz… Ve hic bitmek bilmezdi birbirimize soyleyemediklerimiz… … Hic bitmek bilmedi.. Filed under: Blog, Poetry<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=eckara.com&#038;blog=19197722&#038;post=284&#038;subd=eckara&#038;ref=&#038;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
				<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Onunla dakikalar sonsuz..</p>
<p>Saatler ucari…</p>
<p>Bir dostum vardi…</p>
<p>Gecirdigimiz zamanin paydasiydi, ortak hayallerimiz…</p>
<p>Ve hic bitmek bilmezdi birbirimize soyleyemediklerimiz…</p>
<p>…</p>
<p>Hic bitmek bilmedi..</p>
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		<title>They Came</title>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 13 Dec 2011 03:38:53 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[dressed up as “friends,” came countless times, my enemies, trampling the primeval soil. And the soil never blended with their heel. They brought The Wise One, the Founder, and the [...]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=eckara.com&#038;blog=19197722&#038;post=226&#038;subd=eckara&#038;ref=&#038;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
				<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>dressed up as “friends,”<br />
came countless times, my enemies,<br />
trampling the primeval soil.<br />
And the soil never blended with their heel.<br />
They brought<br />
The Wise One, the Founder, and the<br />
Geometer,<br />
Bibles of letters and numbers,<br />
every kind of Submission and Power,<br />
to sway over the primeval light.<br />
And the light never blended with their roof.<br />
Not even a bee was fooled into beginning the<br />
golden game,<br />
not even a Zephyr into swelling the white aprons.<br />
On the peaks, in the valleys, in the ports<br />
they raised and founded<br />
mighty towers and villas,<br />
floating timbers and other vessels;<br />
and the Laws decreeing the pursuit of profit<br />
they applied to the primeval measure.<br />
And the measure never blended with their<br />
thinking.<br />
Not even a footprint of a god left a man on<br />
their soul,<br />
not even a fairy’s glance tried to rob them of<br />
their speech.<br />
They came<br />
dressed up as “friends,”<br />
came countless times, my enemies,<br />
bearing the primeval gifts.<br />
And their gifts were nothing else<br />
but iron and fire only.<br />
To the open expecting fingers<br />
only weapons and iron and fire.<br />
Only weapons and iron and fire.</p>
<p>© Translation: Edmund Keeley and Georg Savidis</p>
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		<title>Je vais te dire un grand secret</title>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 01 Dec 2011 08:20:06 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[Je vais te dire un grand secret Le temps c&#8217;est toi Le temps est femme Il a Besoin qu&#8217;on le courtise et qu&#8217;on s&#8217;asseye A ses pieds le temps comme [...]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=eckara.com&#038;blog=19197722&#038;post=220&#038;subd=eckara&#038;ref=&#038;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
				<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Je vais te dire un grand secret Le temps c&#8217;est toi<br />
Le temps est femme Il a<br />
Besoin qu&#8217;on le courtise et qu&#8217;on s&#8217;asseye<br />
A ses pieds le temps comme une robe à défaire<br />
Le temps comme une chevelure sans fin<br />
Peignée<br />
Un miroir que le souffle embue et désembue<br />
Le temps c&#8217;est toi qui dors à l&#8217;aube où je m&#8217;éveille<br />
C&#8217;est toi comme un couteau traversant mon gosier<br />
Oh que ne puis-je dire ce tourment du temps qui ne passe point<br />
Ce tourment du temps arrêté comme le sang dans les vaisseaux bleus<br />
Et c&#8217;est bien pire que le désir interminablement non satisfait<br />
Que cette soif de l&#8217;oeil quand tu marches dans la pièce<br />
Et je sais qu&#8217;il ne faut pas rompre l&#8217;enchantement<br />
Bien pire que de te sentir étrangère<br />
Fuyante<br />
La tête ailleurs et le coeur dans un autre siècle déja<br />
Mon Dieu que les mots sont lourds Il s&#8217;agit bien de cela<br />
Mon amour au delà du plaisir mon amour hors de portée aujourd&#8217;hui de l&#8217;atteinte<br />
Toi qui bats à ma tempe horloge<br />
Et si tu ne respires pas j&#8217;étouffe<br />
Et sur ma chair hésite et se pose ton pas<br />
Je vais te dire un grand secret Toute parole<br />
A ma lèvre est une pauvresse qui mendie<br />
Une misère pour tes mains une chose qui noircit sous ton regard<br />
Et c&#8217;est pourquoi je dis si souvent que je t&#8217;aime<br />
Faute d&#8217;un cristal assez clair d&#8217;une phrase que tu mettrais à ton cou<br />
Ne t&#8217;offense pas de mon parler vulgaire Il est<br />
L&#8217;eau simple qui fait ce bruit désagréable dans le feu<br />
Je vais te dire un grand secret Je ne sais pas<br />
Parler du temps qui te ressemble<br />
Je ne sais pas parler de toi je fais semblant<br />
Comme ceux très longtemps sur le quai d&#8217;une gare<br />
Qui agitent la main après que les trains sont partis<br />
Et le poignet s&#8217;éteint du poids nouveau des larmes<br />
Je vais te dire un grand secret J&#8217;ai peur de toi<br />
Peur de ce qui t&#8217;accompagne au soir vers les fenêtres<br />
Des gestes que tu fais des mots qu&#8217;on ne dit pas<br />
J&#8217;ai peur du temps rapide et lent j&#8217;ai peur de toi<br />
Je vais te dire un grand secret Ferme les portes<br />
Il est plus facile de mourir que d&#8217;aimer<br />
C&#8217;est pourquoi je me donne le mal de vivre<br />
Mon amour<br />
Louis Aragon<br />
(Les Yeux d’Elsa : extrait)</p>
<p>I&#8217;m going to tell you a great secret You are time<br />
Time is a woman It needs<br />
To be fawned over and bowed down to<br />
Time like a dress to be undone<br />
Time like endless tresses<br />
Combed<br />
A mirror misted and demisted by breath<br />
You are time asleep at dawn when I rise<br />
You&#8217;re time like a knife across my gullet<br />
O how I am unable to tell this torment of time unpassing<br />
This torment of time halted like blood in blue vessels<br />
Far worse than desire forever unmet<br />
Than the thirst of the eye when you walk into the room<br />
And my knowing not to break the spell<br />
Far worse than feeling you a stranger<br />
Fleeing<br />
Your mind elsewhere and your heart already in a different century<br />
My God how words are heavy That&#8217;s what it&#8217;s all about then<br />
My love beyond pleasure my love out of reach today unattained<br />
You swat at my clock temples<br />
And if you fail to breathe I suffocate<br />
And on my flesh your step waits and comes to rest</p>
<p>I&#8217;m going to tell you a great secret Every word<br />
On my lips is stricken with poverty, begging<br />
A trifle for your hands something glowing black below your stare<br />
And this is why I say so often that I love you<br />
For lack of a crystal clear enough of a phrase you&#8217;d place around your neck<br />
Don&#8217;t mind the baseness of my language It is<br />
Plain water making that awful noise in the fire</p>
<p>I&#8217;m going to tell you a great secret I don&#8217;t know how<br />
To speak of the time you seem to be<br />
I don&#8217;t know how to speak of you I make believe<br />
Like those who remain so long on the platform in the station<br />
Waving their hands after the trains have left<br />
The wrist fading out under the new weight of tears</p>
<p>I&#8217;m going to tell you a great secret I fear you<br />
Fear what goes with you to the window in the evening<br />
The gestures you make with unsaid words<br />
I fear time rapid and slow I fear you<br />
I&#8217;m going to tell you a great secret Close the doors<br />
It&#8217;s easier to die than to love<br />
That&#8217;s why I take such pains to go on living<br />
My love</p>
<p>—Translated from the French by Christophe Brunski<br />
(from Elsa, 1959)</p>
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		<title>Modeling Uncertainties in Aggregated Thermostatically Controlled Loads Using a State Queueing Model</title>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 24 Nov 2011 05:56:55 +0000</pubDate>
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				<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Authors: Ning Lu, Member, IEEE, David P. Chassin, Member, IEEE, and Steve E. Widergren, Senior Member, IEEE</p>
<p>Discussion</p>
<p>I like their idea of adjusting the transition matrix -P in their case- to account for the disturbances in their model. The time dependency of the probabilities might be an issue when dealing with a load following simulation.<br />
Since their state adjusted transition matrix includes a certain probability value for an appliance to change its state to the previous one due to disturbances, the expectancy of an appliance to change multiple states decreases exponentially in time.</p>
<p>Benefits and thoughts on my research:</p>
<p>Can we arrange the A- our transition- matrix so that we include the disturbances due to consumer behavior for the refrigerator? Think about what would happen if you have water heaters in your system. The requirement for identifying different TCLs can be motivated by mentioning different characteristics in terms of demand management service needed.<br />
A steady state case will be highly likely for water heaters when there is no demand especially during night time. This paper mentions up to 10 hours of off cycle. Without shifting the temperature upper bound to a higher value turning on is not possible. Heat loss takes too much time.<br />
If thats the case suggesting TCls for 24h other than refrigerators or hvac does not make sense. The disturbance levels on HVAC systems for residential buildings will be smaller during night time. The offices most probably have a lower set point with less disturbance=empty building.</p>
<p>Can we end up with an upper boundary of the interior temperature/water temperature/?<br />
Again contextual information motivated here. How much can i shift my set point up? One easy way to do that is maybe to look at the power and keep building up your model.?</p>
<p>Can we relatively capture the information by looking at power?</p>
<p>It is high likely that we can predict the current state of the appliance relative to its temperature dead bands. Is it possible to say a typical water heater can at most have X times it&#8217;s lower/upper dead band?</p>
<p>Notes to self:<br />
Does having same number of bins for each state includes the assumption of both states will take similar time during a regular operation cycle in your model?</p>
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		<title>on my very recent and daily suffering</title>
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		<description><![CDATA[Ok. Fair enough. I have been working on a simulation based on a Model Predictive Controller and it took way more than I was expecting (-yes! I am still struggling-). Apparently reading [...]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=eckara.com&#038;blog=19197722&#038;post=193&#038;subd=eckara&#038;ref=&#038;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
				<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Ok. Fair enough. I have been working on a simulation based on a Model Predictive Controller and it took way more than I was expecting (-yes! I am still struggling-). Apparently reading a very well written text book on MPC and doing fair amount of feedback control systems class assignments are not enough to tackle a simulation&#8230; Why is that? I will discuss my mental health and my intellectual capabilities in an other post, preferably sometime I can zoom out from my current tasks&#8230; (Yes, I had nightmares involving Model Predictive Control)</p>
<p>I am so involved in this piece of code that I always think the only way to implement it is exactly how I did it. Many times I find myself focusing on a little tiny detail too much and think on it exhaustively to a point I feel completely lost. A very useful and more elegant way to tackle this problem is writing about what you are doing and why you are doing that. As most of my friends and professors here say: &#8220;as if you are trying to explain it to your grandmother&#8221;. At this very moment, you might think that we as CMU&#8217;ers are crazy people. Describing the code you have written in C/Matlab to validate it as a solution to a research problem is a hard task by itself and discussing it with your grandmother?&#8230; Imagine the scene&#8230; That is hilarious indeed&#8230;</p>
<p>I have been a very disorganized person. I was one of those people that said:  &#8221;I live in my own jungle, it might look disastrous and scatty but I know where any item is&#8221;. I still can agree with such an approach so to say. Believe me I used to know the location of what I am using already or what I might need in near future. The problem with it is: I cannot track it down to a year even. And trust me by observing other PhD students, reading/listening past stories about challenging research tasks one can realize that at some point &#8220;you will need to go back&#8221;.</p>
<p>So this is the main reason that this time I am sure I will try to keep this blog updated. Whenever I get lost or I need to develop a general picture of what I am doing and why I am doing it, I hope this blog will motivate me to do so&#8230;</p>
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		<title>The Bread of the People.</title>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 26 Oct 2011 12:34:00 +0000</pubDate>
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				<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><span style="font-style:italic;">Justice is the bread of the people <br />Sometimes is plentiful, sometimes it is scarce <br />Sometimes it tastes good, sometimes it tastes bad. <br />When the bread is scarce, there is hunger. <br />When the bread is bad, there is discontent.</p>
<p>Throw away the bad justice <br />Baked without love, kneaded without knowledge! <br />Justice without flavour, with a grey crust <br />The stale justice which comes too late!</p>
<p>If the bread is good and plentiful <br />The rest of the meal can be excused. <br />One cannot have plenty of everything all at once. <br />Nourished by the bread of justice <br />The work can be achieved <br />From which plenty comes.</p>
<p>As daily bread is necessary <br />So is daily justice. <br />It is even necessary several times a day.</p>
<p>From morning till night, at work, enjoying oneself. <br />At work which is an enjoyment. <br />In hard times and in happy times <br />The people requires the plentiful, wholesome <br />Daily bread of justice.</p>
<p>Since the bread of justice, then, is so important <br />Who, friends, shall bake it?</p>
<p>Who bakes the other bread?</p>
<p>Like the other bread <br />The bread of justice must be baked <br />By the people.</p>
<p>Plentiful, wholesome, daily. <br />                                           Bertolt Brecht </span>
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		<title>sincapla dertlesmek..</title>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 25 Oct 2011 20:53:00 +0000</pubDate>
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<p><i>dusunuyorum oyleyse varim&#8230; calisiyorum oyleyse yokum&#8230; zamani geldi yine disardan bakmanin hayata&#8230; calismayi rolantiye almanin vakti geldi&#8230; yaptiklarini sorgularken birseyler basarmak o kadar zor ki.. calisiyorken &#8220;yok&#8221; olmak lazim&#8230; tartarken calismamak&#8230; simdilik tartiyorum tum kararlarimi.. ortamimi&#8230; ve bu sincaplar nedendir bilinmez bana babami hatirlatiyor&#8230; hareketlerindeki ceviklik&#8230; suratlarindaki yeterince muzip ifade&#8230; bir o agactan bir o agaca ziplayan, uyudugunu goremedigim, bana &#8216;calisma&#8217; kokan varliklar diyelim&#8230;&nbsp; biri durup onumde bana iki dakika manali bir bakis atiyor sanki&#8230; &#8216;</i><i>efendi calismadan olmaz&#8217; diyor&#8230; sonra yoluna gidiyor&#8230; </i></p>
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		<title>vas y venis</title>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 06 Oct 2011 07:51:00 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[De carrasco a aeroparque y viceversavas y venís con libros y bufandasy encargos y propósitos y besos tenés gusto a paisito en las mejillasy una fe contagiosa en el augurio [...]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=eckara.com&#038;blog=19197722&#038;post=128&#038;subd=eckara&#038;ref=&#038;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
				<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>De carrasco a aeroparque y viceversa<br />vas y venís con libros y bufandas<br />y encargos y propósitos y besos</p>
<p>tenés gusto a paisito en las mejillas<br />y una fe contagiosa en el augurio</p>
<p>vas y venís como un péndulo cuerdo<br />como un comisionista de esperanzas<br />o como una azafata voluntaria<br />tan habituada estás a los arribos<br />y a las partidas un poquito menos</p>
<p>quién iba a imaginar cuando empezábamos<br />la buena historia hace veintiocho años<br />que en un apartamento camarote<br />donde no llega el sol pero vos sí<br />íbamos a canjear noticia por noticia<br />sin impaciencia ya        como quien suma</p>
<p>y cuando te dormís y yo sigo leyendo<br />entre cuatro paredes algo ocurre</p>
<p>estás aquí dormida y sin embargo<br />me siento acompañado como nunca.</p>
<p>M. Benedetti.
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